Trust issues or Paranoia

- I just can't understand myself. Maybe with my previous relationship for almost 7 years with my ex, we never really had a chance to be together or live together for more than two weeks.
- My love, Abnoy, is so fond of playing with my mind, his happy to see me jealous, to the point I really show tantrums and unreasonable doubt and suspicions.
- Every time he leaves the house, it makes me feel like he will do something, not particularly cheating, but displaying his new look.
- When Abnoy came into my life, he was baduy, don't know how to match up colors and dressing up in a right occasions. Plus he was overweight.
- From 75KG, now he weigh 63KG and he lose all of that in just 4 months. He then notice that a lot of people stares at him whenever we go out. This makes me feel insecure of him. So pagandahan na ito!
- In spite of my insecurities, he thanked me for his whole new look. Now his calling me Ricky Reyes.Gandang Ricky reyes lang! hmpf! well, I call him Boy Abunda. He said that I change him a lot, and he never thought that it's possible to achieve the way he is now. In fairness to my Abnoy, it is all his effort and courage to change himself better. I just hope he stop tickling me caused it really hurt as in ang sakit sa tagiliran!

Powerpuff Girls

I am thinking of a name for my group of friend, Rene and Earl. We were office mates before Rene transferred to a different company, although his working in other company now, we still manage to find time to hang out and bond. Usually we do breakfast meeting every Friday or Saturday morning after my shift and Earl's at 8 am. We love to shop in Ukay-Ukay. Good thing that Rene lives just nearby Eastwood City and his new office is also located in Eastwood. We love to talk about life in general, we always make sure that we are updated with whats going on with each others life. Even if we have different sets or group of friends, we manage to fit in our self into each others life, especially Earl, he often tagged me along to his friends special event, Rene with his former office mates, Rene probably is the most Anti-Social among 3 of us, He seldom go out and most likely you cannot be friend with him if he is not your acquaintance or office mate. Let me introduced each of us in my own point of view since this is my blog spot. LOL!

Bubbles (Rene Sulit)
Sensitive and soft, he is friendly especially with his neighbors. Among 3 of us, Bubbles is the gentle one, high maintenance caused he cannot go in public places without companion, he is prone to snatchers or some masasamang elemento, and call boys. Maybe the way he look, which I don't really understand because HINDI naman cia mukhang MAYAMAN! hehehe! Me and Earl love bubbles because we can always count on him when it comes to financial crisis. Bubbles has trust issues with strangers but when you get to know him, he will give a hundred percent of his trust and that is why a lot of his friends seems to forget paying their credit to Rene. We always remind him to don't easily trust friends especially when it comes to money, and don't lend what he cannot afford to lose.

Blossoms (Earl Ligan)
I admit, among 3 of us, blossoms is the prettiest, regardless of weight issues, still Blossom has a gorgeous face which drive a lot of guys crazy over him. Each of us has our own strength and blossom got Beauty, he uses this to protect us from evil forces. This also made his way to be crowned as the most common or so called mutual friend in Facebook. Every guys are linked with Blossoms because everybody wants to have a piece of him. KAW na MAGANDA (http:kawnamaganda.blogspot.com). Blossoms and bubbles were team mates before and me, I admit got crazy over him and that is why we became close, it started by just eating lunch together, then hang out after work, then out of town trip and came to a point that we spend our free time at Blossoms hometown in Laguna. We sisters just cannot afford to lose track with each other. As for best friend theory, If I will be given a chance to be Blossoms boyfriend, I won't take it. The best way to have blossom is to be his friend, because Blossoms definitely an expert when it comes to friendship, he will take care of you and will protect you. A true friend to keep forever.

Buttercup (Me)
Since this is my blogspot, I will be bias and of course, even if we are sisters, I will still make my self look more beautiful among 3 of us. LOL. I am buttercup, confidently I can say that I am the strongest among 3 of us, It's because the trials and all what I've gone through in life. In-spite what I've learned in life, there are still a lot of things that I don't know and that is where Bubbles and Blossoms extend their hands. They treat me as fragile. Sometimes in life we cannot avoid to get hurt, but I am not afraid for inevitable things because I have all my sisters with me. They will cry for me, will fight for me, and will protect me. I am wondering if they can also die for me? hehehe! Hope it won't go to that point.

Wanna be

As what I have said on my previous entry about vanity and high maintenance, here I am again trying hard and doing my best to look and feel good. I just went back on working out the past 2 weeks and OH my effen gorgeous body! I would really want to have Mark Nelson's body. Beauty and wellness has always been my opt since I started being an athlete way back in High School. Lucky that i live near by UPD and QC circle. I used to ran a marathon before, tried 10K and 20K long run. I don't think I can do it again this time cause I've been smoking and drinking for the past 11 years of my life. But I am still doing what a super model should do, always keep myself fit and fab and be ready for photo shoot whenever and wherever. Well I should give myself credit for looking good at least on pictures. Having a balance body proportion do the tricks when it comes to fashion or body shots. Arms shouldn't be to bulky if you have a short frame like mine, waist shouldn't exceed the 29" and shoulders have to be aligned. Always stand straight cause this will make you look taller and if you have a short legs, try to stretch them and don't wear to long top that will hide your waist and if your going half naked especially in the beach, try to wear board shorts that are not to long, above or knee length will do and the waist should be at least 3 inches down from your belly button to show those obleique cuts famously known as the sex cuts on guys.

Break outs. I have just tried L'Oreal for Men products and in the 1st two weeks of using them, I saw positive results and I don't know if that was the result of having Facial care cause I tried these products right after I got the facial treatment. Then after a month, I wasn't able to go back to the DermClinic for my regular Facial care so I got break outs. Now I am suffering major blemishes on my jaw lines and chin area and I just cannot stand staring at my face in front of the mirror. I will make sure this time every payday I will visit Facial Salon.I cannot afford to have more pimple scars so called blemishes on my face anymore. We only live once, lets make the most out of it. If this will be my way of living...then be it, I will do everything to keep my self gorgeous.

signs of Vanity and High Maintenance

We often thought that a vain person most probably is high maintenance to. Well! here I am again, wants to correct and put a HUGE CHECK on things. I admit it, sometimes I have tendency to become control freak, and a vain person to. I just want to further verify and elaborate whats the difference between vanity and high maintenance people. Top ten differences of Vanity and High Maintenance.

1. Vain person drink 8 glasses of water a day to keep their body hydrated, while high maintenance person drink 8 bottles of Evian a day.

2. Vain person is very hygienic, always making sure he look and smells good, while high maintenance person uses hypoallergenic products to look and smell good.

3. Vain person always dressed up to look good and be presentable to what ever occasion he/she attending, while high maintenance person always dressed up to impress, they want to be the center of attention.

4. A vain person ordering in a fast food chain, "1 combo meal #1 up-size the drinks and fries please! and no salt", High maintenance person "I want my combo meal #1 grilled medium rare with the bun toast to golden brown, fries should be freshly fried with a pinch of iodized salt, and put a bend straw on my soda"

5. whats inside the bag of a vain and of a high maintenance person? Vain: lip balm, cologne, moisturizer, floss, toothpaste and tooth brush, and a vanity mirror. High maintenance person: Make up Kit, first aid kit, sewing Kit, organizer, chargers, flash light, stunner, and a picture frame of his/her dog.

6. Vain person work out regularly to keep the body fit and fab, while High Maintenance person won't work out unless if it's in an exclusive fitness health club

7. Most vain people eat healthy food, high maintenance people eat Organic Food (Like Gretchen Bareto)

8. Vain people always sanitized their hands to make sure they won't get germs by touching stuff especially in public places. High Maintenance people need to ride an elevator alone to make sure that they won't get germs from other people.

9. Vain people drink coffee with less sugar to prevent excessive glucose content in the body that leads to diabetes. High maintenance don't drink instant coffee, they only drink freshly brewed coffee or if it's from Starbucks.

10. I am vain and definitely not a high maintenance person.

Sesame Street, one of my favorite show when I was a kid. This child friendly show has been around for 50 years now, as old as my mom. WOW! I still remember before going to school, i used to watch this show, my favorite that time was Cookie monster, I am just so amazed on how he bit and ate stuff. I also love the loner Grover, who lives in a trash bin. Big bird probably is one of the most controversial characters among all of them. It's a gender issue, there was a rumor that big bird's character was trying to portray gayness and parents are so alarmed that their kids will turn into gay by watching this kid TV show. Maybe they just think that way cause how big bird sounds like. The character is really a boy, but if you will consider the feather, long legs, long eye lashes, and the color yellow. It's just that big bird sounds and look more like a girl. But all in all, who can tell by just one glance if a bird is a boy or a girl? Then came the coolest of them all ELMO, who gained popularity in the mid 90' appearing in major events like Grammy, Oscar, and was collaborating with huge celebrities in Hollywood. Elmo surely made his way to stardom. The rock star of Sesame Street. Ernie and Bert, who live together, when i was a child and still innocent, it never came into my mind brothers living together was an issue until I got exposed to this idea of two men living together. Another gayness stuff. but come on guys! lets spare this show on throwing none sense rumors and controversies, it's definitely a good children show and it really helped me built my character as a child, let us not forget how we learned and enjoyed the alphabet, have fun counting with count Dracula, and for us Filipinos, most important thing that this Kid TV show taught us is English. What i am trying to say is that we have to let the children do their thing and spare them of our doubts and maliciousness way of thinking. They won't have an idea of gayness stuff if you won't tell and impose this to an innocent mind. Don't be afraid that your child will turn gay by just watching a kid TV show, gayness is not a contagious disease, it's a choice and way of living. and have you ever consider that someone can be a much better person if they choose to be gay? Think of it. Kape!

A tribute to Sesame Street. Celebrating 50 years of entertaining and educating children. This show definitely helped me develop growing up. More power to Sesame Street.

Top 10 birthday Special

I am a fan of Chico and dell, so don't be amuse if my blogging style sounds like the morning rush (inggitera lang talaga ko kahit shongaks me mag enggla, gowrah parin mag blog). Since they have been doing top 10 every 30 minutes of their daily show, that is actually my favorite part, every time they discuss each entry is an opportunity for Chico and Dell to argue, share, change point of view, gather fact and information. So ako naman si Ingiterang Palaka...wanna have my top 10 to. and my first entry is my Top 10 Birthday wishes. OMG! i just can't believe I'm 17.

1. I wanna be as rich and thin as Paris Hilton...(parang mejo laos na si Paris.)

2. I want to have my own apartment (I've been dying to move out of my mom's house this year and yet...year has almost come to an end and I'm still living with my mom)

3. I wanna have a new Miniature Pincher again (I still remember how my poor mini pincher pe-we died. I accidentally killed my dog way back in High School, and dahil nga inggitera ako...i wanna have dog like celebrities and my other friends does. Eastwood is a pet friendly City so why not go display your self with a lovely puppy...I'm thinking what if instead of a dog, maybe it's better if i will just have a black piglet, that will be Kabowg sa papampam...and this will be my next entry)

4. A black piglet (I love catching attention, i always have this feeling na maganda ako...oh well hindi naman nalalayo at mejo true naman, in short, I am Papansin, but not to the extend that i have to make a really big exena just to caught attention, i want people to envy me, to the extend that they wish they were born like me. hehehe! and having a black piglet will make me different, no body here in Manila does this right?)

5. DSLR Nikon D90 or D60 (I've been wanting to do photography since last year, and i actually made a check list for this year which in fact, none of the items i listed has been bought, this include a DSLR Camera, so i will just put this on my wish, who knows? Santa Clause might read this blog and Christmas is fast approaching, forgive me Santa for being a naughty gay)

6. Laptop (Again, an item on my check list for this year, actually it was been one of my item for my endless check list saga. argh! its so hard to save money especially if you always go out of town almost every 2 months)

7. An original Ray-Ban aviator...(I think if you are a fashion whore, you must have this, and i don't buy imitation...ukay ukay lang pwede but greenhills and japeyks brand are a big no no for me.)

8. How about a Techno Marine (yun mga model which ranging from 30-40 KYAWS ha!)

9. Good Health (I've been an athlete since high school and i just wanna keep my body fit and young forever as much as i can, and i am so worried cause lately I've been going out often, partying, smoking, and argh! Lord Gracious forgive me for abusing mg body)

10. And the Finale.....WORLD PEACE! (i know, it's a cliche' but what can I do, a beauty queen will always be a beauty queen. we are tied for this forever saga of humanity, lets bring the world in Peace, parang mali! nabobobo talaga ko pag Beauty contest)

Anna Wintour

Anna Wintour, Editor in chief of Vogue magazine. One of the most powerful person in Fashion. For me she represents dream and success. I wanna be like her.