Trust issues or Paranoia

- I just can't understand myself. Maybe with my previous relationship for almost 7 years with my ex, we never really had a chance to be together or live together for more than two weeks.
- My love, Abnoy, is so fond of playing with my mind, his happy to see me jealous, to the point I really show tantrums and unreasonable doubt and suspicions.
- Every time he leaves the house, it makes me feel like he will do something, not particularly cheating, but displaying his new look.
- When Abnoy came into my life, he was baduy, don't know how to match up colors and dressing up in a right occasions. Plus he was overweight.
- From 75KG, now he weigh 63KG and he lose all of that in just 4 months. He then notice that a lot of people stares at him whenever we go out. This makes me feel insecure of him. So pagandahan na ito!
- In spite of my insecurities, he thanked me for his whole new look. Now his calling me Ricky Reyes.Gandang Ricky reyes lang! hmpf! well, I call him Boy Abunda. He said that I change him a lot, and he never thought that it's possible to achieve the way he is now. In fairness to my Abnoy, it is all his effort and courage to change himself better. I just hope he stop tickling me caused it really hurt as in ang sakit sa tagiliran!